Hi- My name is Sarah. I am a 20 year old who decied to get married at 18- when I also gained my s-son who is 7. I just had my baby boy in January who came 10 weeks early. Im a stay at home mom, part time xbox rep from home, full time online college student, wanna be june cleaver, and most importantly servant of YAH & Yahua ( hebrew for God & Jesus).

I have struggled with weight all my life. The thing is I was never really(clincaly) overweight. ( dont you hate looking back at pictures and saying WOW i wasnt really fat, but then you totaly thought you were. Its a never ending cycle. I always felt like the fat girl. I remeber having a crush at 14 and getting told I was cute for- a chubby girl. I was like 135? totaly saw myself as 180.

My mom has been overweight my whole life. Yo-yoing from 200-400 lbs. I have always been scared to get that big and have watched her diet my whole life. My first diet was as age 10 where I decided I would be a vegan and weight every day.

Pretty much I have struggled with diets since then have killed my metabolism and got bigger. I am 5'2 and became actualy overweight at about 16/17 weiging about 150-160. Got married and balloned to 180. Freeked out started dieting and lost to 173-- Then found out I had ben pregnant. I went crazy I was eating for two right. I was conciencous about my weight during it but I never tried to eat healthy. I got up to 194 before he came early (thank you Isaac! you saved me weight and my birth was easy since youy weighed 4 lbs!) After he was born i was 185. I was happy. I said I can get this off. Then I got up to 190 again by March 2011 :/

My hubby is the perfect weight for his height has mussle etc ( good genes) I hat ebeing teh fat wife. I wanna be the trophy wife! Tired of thinking ppl are wispering how did she get him?! So I will loose 60 lbs!!!!

Goal weight 125~ start May 2011 Thabnks for reading my rambles~