Don't know where to start, I guess starting at the beginning would be a great idea, but since I, nor you have all day to read such a long-winded explanation, I'll try to keep it simple, and to the point...

I love to feed my emotions...I am an extremely high-feeling kind of person. I feel everything in high-digital format. If I can express it that way...Let my feelings dictate actions...Low self esteem...Baby of the family...yada, yada, yada.

Just wanna be happy and healthy...CONSISTENTLY!