April is when I finally decided to start caring again. I started at my highest ever, which was 255. My goal is to see numbers in the 1xx range, and then 180. Then back to 160 again.

It's funny when I see pictures of myself at 160 and I remember at the time thinking I was really fat, eeeeh lol. I looked damn good at 160 :) and even though I know 160 isn't quite going to look the same again (after gaining 95lbs and trying to lose it all again) but I'd still be happy with it. Actually, realistically, I'd be happy with even just getting to 180. 180 would be my safe zone that overnight I won't wake up and see 2xx. And, 180 would finally put me in the "overweight" category for BMI. For me to be considered "normal weight" BMI I would have to be 145 at the most, HAHA yeah right! 145 isn't even a goal on my checklist. So yeah, I don't plan to be perfect by BMI's standards, but at least a little overweight is okay with me :)