Leah_guffey 's dagbok, 20 feb 24

Looks very appetizing 

Food truck road kill? 

love me a cup up bunny shi mhmhmmmm 

Zoofeather, I kind of felt like roadkill by the end of the day. No I don't work on a food truck I work at speedway the gas station. So my breakfast was supposed to be roasted air fried potatoes, poached eggs with some cheese I was going to put on a tortilla. I didn't have a lot of money so I didn't have any bacon because Ryan ate the last of the bacon on his burgers that night. For lunch I was just going to eat some black beans with some cheese on it. And then just deal until I got home and find something else to snack on. I also had a protein shake I was going to drink with lunch which was going to tide me over until I got home. Due to the lack of time I just didn't bother drinking the protein shake and I didn't bother wrapping any of it in a tortilla cuz I didn't have time. Honestly I'm still in a lot of pain today but my doctors warned me about this he calls it using too many spoons basically when you have an autoimmune disease you're apparently have finite resources when it comes to fatigue and energy and you can use your energy from days that haven't happened yet and you don't get it back basically I've used my energy for days that haven't happened yet and I'm just going to have to deal with it. As for the pain while that just comes from using my muscles too much and there's not much that can be done not unless I'm going to commit to taking painkillers and I'm not willing to do that. Not unless I'm going to commit to taking painkillers and I'm not willing to do that. 

Hey Guffey, no vacation time is what I call “Towing the Line”; you have a stressful job with little reward; hoping the best as best can be! Stay strong and keep some avenues open; there is this thing called the predictable adult crisis and no one escapes! 

Looks good.  

Lol, 😂 sadly I have almost 4 weeks of pay vacation time Left. I just don't feel right taking it when we don't have enough people to cover shifts. And if I was to take a prolonged vacation I would be on vacation through truck days and that would make it extra hard on everybody. Tony's not very good at putting up truck I don't think he play much Tetris is a young person and honestly he doesn't have a lot of understanding of our margins and every time I come back it always seems like we've had significant losses in business. Ryan wants me to take at least a week off sometime in March and look for another job we're supposed to get the taxes back sometime in the next couple weeks. I plan to schedule a small amount of time off then to obtain a more restful position elsewhere. That will also leave me enough vacation time that I'll be able to work both jobs at the same time while training my replacement for Joey so that I don't leave him an alert.. 

Lurch.*