DAZEY_iz_Well 's dagbok, 03 aug 23

seeing if others relate: Like there is nothing more that I want then to lose the weight I've gained yet there is a small part of me FEARING the attention that will come with weight loss. Sounds crazy I know... But, being honest here: I've survived r@pe 2x in my life... part of gaining weight meant I wasnt as desirable, yet I want to be desired by the right person(moreso mind then body)...ya know that joke: eat cake and you are harder to kidnap?? Precisely...my excitement for progress is still here. But, today my excitement strangely turned to fear when visualizing where I wanna be and just thought I'd share ...
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It is very common for people who have been sexually assaulted to go through this. Binge eating and overeating are correlated with sexual assault. You're not alone. You could also try seeking treatment like Cognitive Processing therapy or EMDR (Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing). It might make it easier. Good luck to you. 
03 aug 23 av medlem: C0bby
Therapy can help you through this dilemma. Good luck and here’s my 2 cents, a pig who does that to women doesn’t care if they are overweight or thin bc they’re just that pigs. 
03 aug 23 av medlem: dcuban1
C0bby- yess! That is good to encourage EMDR! I have doing it with my therapist since Nov 2022 to heal 25 yrs of trauma. 
03 aug 23 av medlem: DAZEY_iz_Well
I’m so very sorry you went through that! 😞 Mankind can be so DISGUSTING at times. God has a plan for you, just keep that in your heart, if you can. Prayers and hugs! 
03 aug 23 av medlem: StormsGirl
frankly_francesca- 😂 yep 3 days a week. I've gone from 237lbs to 190lbs.. the work is put there. γαμημένος... Don't have to be rude now... 
03 aug 23 av medlem: DAZEY_iz_Well
StormsGirl- the amount of support is more then I was expecting from everyone! Thank you.. 🙏 
03 aug 23 av medlem: DAZEY_iz_Well
Im so sorry that happened to you. You deserve to feel safe. 
03 aug 23 av medlem: ddrudd
Thank you for sharing what a terrible experience.  
04 aug 23 av medlem: New_Wayne
Sounds like you’re on the right track. I’ve gone through it as well. Got into MMA just like you did and that helped. Also talking about it and taking the connotation away really helped me. Looking at it like, okay, it happened, I’m still awesome. I also learned your posture and the way you carry yourself determines if your a random attack. I look everyone in the eye and feel powerful. Kinda strange, but I hope it makes sense. Youve got this! Keep on your journey and know you’ve got a lot of support here! 
04 aug 23 av medlem: Shake Those Pounds
I'm with C0bby... I am a mental health therapist LISW. cognitive processing therapy is a great way to help deal with the mental health side of all of this and I can also relate as a woman who has experienced sexual assault. if you need help finding a therapist please reach out to me I'm happy to help you connect! 
04 aug 23 av medlem: andreadpa
I understand, it helps me to pray. 
04 aug 23 av medlem: Mom Dow
So sorry. I remember the catcalls on the street that scared me as a teen. After that I wore a baggy jacket and kept my head down. It's terrible that men think it's ok to intimidate and overpower women. I wish you power and healing. 
04 aug 23 av medlem: erikahollister
Cudo's on being able to talk about it Dazey! That's progress right there! Much Love and hugs to you! 
04 aug 23 av medlem: debrafrederick
I have similar experiences from many years ago when I was young. It gets better with time but has not gone away.  
06 aug 23 av medlem: cjgriffith1

     
 

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