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Today is a difficult day. When I was in the military I had to deal with friends and people I knew dying. It was a part of my life in that world. Over the past couple of years I lost my mother, both of my brothers, a very good friend that I traveled with to a couple of motorcycle rallies, and my father-in-law and my mother-in-law. Today though, today was a difficult one. A guy across the street - not a close friend but a friend nevertheless, was murdered while he tried to "rescue" his daughter from a crack house. He had spoiled his 17 year old daughter who he cared for alone with everything he could afford. He wasn't rich but he would give anyone in need the shirt off his back. His daughter he raised, he bought a car for this past summer and by his feelings she was "daddy's little girl." Still she stood by and laughed as her friend stabbed him to death at 11 PM last night.
How does something so senseless like that happen? Of all the senseless death and destruction I have seen in my life, this one takes the cake. It's just wrong. I don't mean to burden those of you who may read this but it is an outlet for me. I am not one to let my feelings out often. SO here, I write.
Visa kostkalendern, 17 november 2020:
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I'm truly sorry to hear about your neighbor. Sadly drug (and alcohol) addiction removes the soul of humans. As senseless as that seems to the rational mind. Hopefully these people will face justice for their crimes.
17 nov 20 av medlem: WindyFlowers
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I’m sooo sorry to hear this. I could never understand...I bet he felt so betrayed. Glad he had such a caring neighbor who recognized his kindness before his passing. Just so sad...
17 nov 20 av medlem: JJSinger
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what you are feeling is overwhelming. i do not have the right words because i am working on my mental health repairijg myself from the same multiple losses :( it makes it extremely difficult to trust people. well, you can trust me. i know my words may not mean much but I'm here for you. I also have ptsd and can understand certain struggles when it comes to dieting with your mind takes over ✌✌💜💜
18 nov 20 av medlem: Ashbae007
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That is horrible... but one thing I want to tell you is this. God is the avenger of all injustices. He says that he will bring out his wrath to those who don’t believe and those who take advantage of little children, those who stand back and laugh, basically he will judge all, but if we have a relationship with Christ and we acknowledge are sins We are free!! Free from judgement, because there on that cross Just a little over 2000 years ago, Jesus died on that cross for me for you and yes for that murderer!! It’s sometimes hard to believe?, but Jesus said those who have hate in their heart is like a murderer!! Those are Jesus’s words not mine!! But what I am trying to really say is that, we can worry about all the injustices being done, we can worry about all The wickedness, we can try to help it stop, but truth is it won’t ever stop, not until Jesus comes and takes away his spotless bride, his pure, holy bride!! None of us are worthy, it’s only through his blood that we can be saved!! When we call on his name and say Jesus I need you, forgive me for all the sins that I have committed! Make me in your likeness, and I give myself all to you!! And then walk in a new life!! You don’t have to worry about your past, THERE IS Not one sin that Jesus will not forgive! No matter your past, or your present!! He loves you with an everlasting love!! He never breaks your heart!!
Sorry didn’t mean to preach there! Just sharing my heart!!!
18 nov 20 av medlem: RachelDingle
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And yes I agree that would be horrible!! If you have any questions about what I just said you can email me at rmkd2005@gmail.com or we can talk on here!! And I’ll definitely be praying you have better days ahead!!
18 nov 20 av medlem: RachelDingle
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Alcohol/drug addiction has touched our family and there is no sense to be made of things like this. I cried as I read this, not only for his senseless death but also his daughter's wasted life. She has some hard truths coming her way...💗
18 nov 20 av medlem: Rckc
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18 nov 20 av medlem: zoebony
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Prayers to you. It hits hard to the heart.
God bless.
18 nov 20 av medlem: AngieGail1
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That was horrible. It is tragic beyond measure. I wish this stuff didn't happen. As others have said above drugs and alcohol are soul stealing addictions. Those standing outside the addictions but loving the people affected are so powerless in so many ways. There are many people affected by the carnage of drug and alcohol use to greater and lesser degrees. That poor man and his poor daughter.
18 nov 20 av medlem: 59Carol
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That's heartbreaking...I'm so sorry. I'll be praying for you and everyone involved.
18 nov 20 av medlem: Paige Teel
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Oh my gosh!!!!
You have lived more life than 10 people put together!!!!
That must make you awfully wise for you’ve gone through so much.
I agree with WindyFlowers, once you do drugs you lose your soul and what you were - you are no longer!!! You basically murder yourself and all that’s left is a shell with no soul!!!
I want to thank you for serving our country and keeping us safe. Stay true to yourself and stay strong!!!♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
18 nov 20 av medlem: Shrewdness
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So sorry to hear everything you’ve been through and now watching this senseless death drugs are such a destructive force in so many peoples lives stay well and take care of yourself and many prayers go your way🙏🙏🙏
18 nov 20 av medlem: jnuko
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I am so sorry. So hard to wrap our heads around this kind of thing.
18 nov 20 av medlem: Kenna Morton
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Oh my goodness. So sorry to hear that and for all the losses you’ve experienced these last few years. That is so sad.
18 nov 20 av medlem: EndlessWalker
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18 nov 20 av medlem: kmkjmomma
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That is so sad. When she comes down off her high, I'm sure reality will hit her and she will have guilt and pain. God will get them. They will have to answer to God on judgement day.
18 nov 20 av medlem: RN16
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I just arrived today and to see this, I am sorry for the weight and uselessness you feel. You must be a very compassionate and caring person.
18 nov 20 av medlem: ds111teacher
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That’s horrific and so very sad brought back memories of a young man across the street from where I grew up who killed his own Mother for that drug back in the 90’s. My condolences to you...
18 nov 20 av medlem: shirenf
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oh wow. someday you'll make sense of it all
18 nov 20 av medlem: choochoo2
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my heart goes out to you. Praying for yours.
18 nov 20 av medlem: crochet isgroovy
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