skinnyminilinny 's dagbok, 14 sep 19

I'm depressed today. My scale has not moved in a week. I have kept my calories under 1000 and have tried to keep my carbs under 20 most days. anytime I go over these I would start gaining weight. I have had health issues for so long I just want to run away. The only problem is I take my body with me. ugh. I have the sweetest most understanding husband in the world. He hates it when I'm depressed and he tries to cheer me up. I'm a brat and a complainer. I'm just not happy right now because I've got a new health issue I've got to deal with. I'm just recovering from my back fracture and the wounds that were on my legs. now I've got a new thing to deal with. this is not fun. I hate being fat and frumpy when my whole life I was called skinny mini because I was a toothpick. it's horrible what medication and prednisone does to you. I'm done venting. Sorry I hope to be positive next time. thanks for listening

97,0 kg Tappat hittills: 8,3 kg.    Kvarvarande: 20,3 kg.    Kosten följs: Ganska bra.

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996 kcal

Fett: 76,42g | Prot: 58,95g | Kolh.: 15,13g.   Frukost: Egg Omelet or Scrambled Egg with Cheese and Ham or Bacon. Lunch: Lettuce Salad with Tomato. Middag: Philadelphia Original Cream Cheese, Chicken Wing (Skin Eaten), Ranch Salad Dressing , Celery . Snacks/Annat: Trader Joe's Cocoa Powder Unsweetened, Blue Diamond Almond Breeze Unsweetened Vanilla Milk, Almonds . mer...