My name is Sondra & I am 20 years old.

I have struggled with my weight and appearance my whole life, it seems. When I was younger I became very depressed and I would spend a lot of my time eating to comfort myself. When I entered into high school, I was a whopping 190 lbs. I really started to watch what I ate, and I would restrict and binge and purge. I was bulimic from when I was 16-18 and I still have relapses sometimes, but I am dealing with it. I am trying to do it the right way this time, but sometimes it's hard for me and I feel really guilty. I would love to be supported by others who are struggling with weight loss/body image, but please don't lecture me about how bad my behaviors may be. Believe me, I know how bad it can be.