right now my story is simple and sad..i have tried losing weight so many times..but this time its for real and i am ready..this is the biggest i ever have been..i always have been an emotional eater even when i was younger...a couple of years ago it went out of hand..my mom was diagnosed with liver cancer in 2011 it spread in may and she passed away june 3, 2013..i was devastated and i started to eat and eat..our whole family was devastated...then my dad was diagnosed with colon cancer and it spread to his liver..they didnt catch it in time..he had no chance to fight it..it was officially diagnosed on nov 26, 2013 and he passed away on dec 26, 2013..exactly one month he survived..my brother and i lost both our parents not even 7 months apart in 2013...i am still grieving pretty badly..and before i knew it i eating and eating and eating..and i had to do something about it..plus a few days before my mom passed away..i promised her that i would become healthy and i am finally ready to do that promise to her..