WisteriaSky233 's dagbok, 24 jun 24

There are going to be good days, great days and bad days. All part of the process of life my friend. Hang in there 

You say.."Not today Satan" get thee behind me, ty Jesus! and your days will gets better.. 

Tomorrow will be better 🩵🌻🙏 sending prayers 💚🌴🌻 

Ups and downs will come and go. Always lean on your family and TRUE fiends for support, those will be there for you no matter what. Take time for yourself to feel what you are feeling. Posting how you feel is great because you get it out. Like journaling. This is a really hard time for your girl. Give yourself grace. 💜 

Incidents like that happen. Spend time in the sun, exercise, sleep on a regular schedule, and drink more water than you think you need. Go some place you've never been or do something new for a little excitement. I people watch at the shopping mall. Focus on tasks or activities that will move you forward. Been where you are a several times in recent years. Be true to you and things will get better.  

It's all part of life. We all have our ups and downs. Like HappyJohn9 said try to do things you really enjoy even if alone. If your sadness goes on too long, get to a doctor and get antidepressants. Believe me they really help.  

If people keep disappointing you at this time, spend time alone. They may be dealing with their own problems.  

Your post really touched my heart. Im sorry you are feeling this way Wisteria. I really am. I know just what you are going thru, and all I can offer is prayer and a shoulder and hope that you find your peace soon and light and laughter and love return for you very soon. Hang in there. We find our strenght in these times.  

Don’t give up hope!! I will pray for you. There ARE SO MANY As$holes in this world, but there are a few good ones! Give it to God. 

My heart is broken yet again. And I feel foolish for thinking it would be different. I just feel like giving up. The loneliness I feel is beyond.  

Sorry for the lousy day. I know you hurt with what you are going through. It's time to focus on you and you alone. Have you a close friend that you can call? Go for a walk or a run? Go for a cup of coffee with? Tomorrow will be better. 

My bestie was not much help. Made me feel bad for being upset. My coworkers are doing better at consoling me. I told them I haven't been eating and it scared them. I am feeling the heartbreak of my marriage and the secondary heartbreak of a failed dream.  

It is normal & natural to have these feelings. If you could just brush off a long-term relationship with someone, you at one time loved you would a bit cold-hearted. You have to work your way thru the changes and at some point come out on the other side feeling happier & healed. When I left my first marriage, it took me several years to forgive my ex for what I felt were his mistakes & even more important, to forgive myself for mine. Eventually, I didn't regret my marriage. I just looked at it as a part of my life & what made me. Hang in there....it will get better. 

You've got this. No one knows you better than yourself. Sometimes people will show you how toxic they really are when you start making changes. How can one feel good about themselves?When another weight loss app that I was using was nothing but A bully if I went over my caloric intake? They most definitely made sure I felt like garbage.  

I felt the same and lonely when I was divorced from my 1st husband. I stumbled into another bad relationship which made me forget for a while, until that ended (because frankly I was not yet ready and didn't realize it). It was heartbreaking in a different way. I slept a lot for a while and didn't eat much. My friends were all busy with young families so not avail. all the time, or when I needed them. I started going for long walks at the beach, going to the gym, taking myself out shopping, to dinner or to the movies, focused on lost art (drawing and writing), took guitar lessons and just generally doing things I liked to do. I made goals, the biggest one saving for then buying a house. I even took a couple of trips and just lied on the beach and wandered. I can't tell you when it all 'got better', but it did. Not with a bang, but more with a gradual feeling okay then pretty good, to feeling very good with who I was and what I was doing. In between I did have some pretty low days, and I'm sorry anyone has to go through that too. You WILL get through this and see some fabulous things to come! 

If you rely on others to create your happiness you'll never get there. You are beautiful, young, and have a great deal to offer. Just take your time and find that person that appreciates who you are. 

I was doing ok when I thought I was moving toward something better but I see that was not to be either. So feeling doubly lost and lonely. Tired of trying  

Honey, leaving one relationship for another relationship rarely works. You have to work on yourself first. Be okay being with you. Learn to be your own best friend and find validation in the lovely qualities you possess. As others have said, if you are looking for happiness to be provided to you by another person it doesnt work. Two people should enhance and add to one another not be the pivotal reason you leave a marriage. You are young. Take it easy and slow down. It sounds like you want immediate gratification for the very serious step you took in ending your marriage. The gratification is in knowing you are moving forward and promoting your own mental well being.  

I'm sorry to hear it. It is difficult to go through a divorce. I did and realized that even if I ended alone it was better than being in a bad marriage. I worked on being the best person I could be. Concentrated on improving myself. My career. It worked out well. I hope you can do the same.  

You didn't really say what happened but if you were quick to find romance it's not going to work. Take care of yourself first. Get to know what you like and want. Things can only get better.