WisteriaSky233 's dagbok, 06 mar 24

Hang in there 

You have beautiful eyes even when there full of storm clouds. I have no words that can make your hurt go away. But I can empathize with neglect. I very much love Ryan but when I was only a little baby she developed colic his way of dealing with her constant crying was he developed an alcohol problem so everyday after he got done with school (college) he would go out drinking and when the bars closed he would go to after parties and then those stopped he would come home boy I love that man but I really did dreaded the man he came home as. But I understand neglect that was a very hard year but regardless of the outcome of the particular situation your in whether you and your husband find a positive resolution to your current struggles that you are having together whether that ir ends positively or you guys go your separate ways...all things end. You will always be a wonderful person and the big thing to remember is you need to invest in yourself. Hugs 🤗 We will listen. 

I hope things get better. 

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❤️ 

Sending hugs 

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prayers to you. it will get better keep believing that.  

We all have days like this. I do not have a Sonic close by so I listen to music. 

HUGS!! 

@Leah_guffey Thank you.Things have unraveled so much just since January. And I have said to him several times that I am lonely with him next to me. He just says he doesn't understand why. I have tried to express it but he just says I just want a "house husband..." No, that isn't it. 

What helps me a lot on days like that is a little meditation. Thoughts feed feelings and feelings feed thoughts in a cycle. Having just 10 or 15 minutes to gently acknowledge and calm the mind to silence works wonders when life gets hard 

I have found journaling what’s making me feel this way and writing a solution next to each thing than 3 things I’m grateful for really helps 

@proteinpancake Feel free to scroll on by then. The ones who are supportive on here understand what is going on.  

it happens, forget about the meal, and move on. If you need a friend to talk to, I could always gain a new friend 

No worries. The healthy life objective is achieved through months or more of mostly doing that works. A deviation from the path now and then does not impact the final result, and should be cause for celebration, not regret.  

@proteinpancake You know there are plenty of people posting their live struggles on this site not just me. So I am asking you to get off my page and quit your crap! 

If no one has pointed it out yet, let me be the grammar Nazi and correct your post as "Sonic" is the name of a business and thus should be capitalized. See! You are no longer sad, you are mad at that jack-ass pointing out meaningless typos. Hope that cheered you up! :P 

@proteinpancake stfu 

@Tlhamon Edited :)