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More of the same miseries at home. Had a worse argument last night with hubs because he refuses to sleep in the same room with me and stayed up all night playing a game. He got angry at me and called me his ex wife's name because I dared to need affection from my husband before he leaves for weeks again. I cried myself to sleep once again. I don't understand why he doesn't want a wife that needs him.
Work got weird yesterday my friend was let go then I had a meeting with the boss this morning. It went well. I feeling a bit calmer. Life is challenging still no matter what.
Visa kostkalendern, 16 augusti 2022:
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942 kcal
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Fett: 33,60g | Prot: 49,28g | Kolh.: 138,51g.
Frukost: Great Value Light Nonfat Yogurt - Blueberry, Great Value Turkey Sausage Sticks. Lunch: Kellogg's Special K Protein Meal Bar - Chocolate Peanut Butter. Middag: Kellogg's Special K Pumpkin Spice, Blue Diamond Almond Breeze Unsweetened Vanilla Milk, Cottage Cheese (Lowfat 2% Milkfat) , Great Value Broccoli & Cauliflower, Kroger Brown Rice, Swanson Chicken a la King. Snacks/Annat: Atkins Endulge Dark Chocolate Covered Peppermint Pattie. mer...
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Diska - 20 minuter, Matlagning - 30 minuter, Tvätta Kläder - 20 minuter, Promenad (Måttlig) - 5 Km/H - 30 minuter, Körning - 30 minuter, Sömn - 8 timmar, Vila - 5 timmar och 30 minuter, Duscha - 20 minuter, Skrivbordsarbete - 8 timmar. mer...
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16 aug 22 av medlem: OldSandy Blonde
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I'm sorry; that must be painful. Perhaps it would be helpful for you to ask what he wants in the relationship? On the one hand, it sounds like he plans a future with you, at least in the financial sense. On the other hand, if he doesn't want to sleep in the same room (and is on the road for work most of the time), one wonders what exactly he's looking for. Like, what is his ideal relationship, and can you two take steps to move toward it?? I know you have had some very long talks, but it still feels like communication must be lacking. I hope you find a way to be happy (either with him or without him). Hugs 💜
16 aug 22 av medlem: zapotz
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@OldSandy Blonde Thanks
@Zapotz He says he loves me dearly but he doesn't seem to need physical affection much an I do. I have had this issue with him both with local jobs and the road. He gets in his head and pretty much acts like I don't exist. Last night I was REALLY upset and started screaming at him that I needed more. And he should want a wife that wants him, but it is a nightmare more than it is good.
16 aug 22 av medlem: WisteriaSky233
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