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Today is a difficult day. When I was in the military I had to deal with friends and people I knew dying. It was a part of my life in that world. Over the past couple of years I lost my mother, both of my brothers, a very good friend that I traveled with to a couple of motorcycle rallies, and my father-in-law and my mother-in-law. Today though, today was a difficult one. A guy across the street - not a close friend but a friend nevertheless, was murdered while he tried to "rescue" his daughter from a crack house. He had spoiled his 17 year old daughter who he cared for alone with everything he could afford. He wasn't rich but he would give anyone in need the shirt off his back. His daughter he raised, he bought a car for this past summer and by his feelings she was "daddy's little girl." Still she stood by and laughed as her friend stabbed him to death at 11 PM last night.
How does something so senseless like that happen? Of all the senseless death and destruction I have seen in my life, this one takes the cake. It's just wrong. I don't mean to burden those of you who may read this but it is an outlet for me. I am not one to let my feelings out often. SO here, I write.
Visa kostkalendern, 17 november 2020:
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Fett: 115,50g | Prot: 96,90g | Kolh.: 276,50g.
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 Kommentarer
18 nov 20 av medlem: AKVun
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Thank you for sharing your pain here, there are so many people here with good hearts and good advice. It is a good thing that after all you have been through you still were shocked and grieved about that tragedy. You expressed your thoughts so deeply and how could anyone not be effected by this story its hard to understand. We must turn our hearts and minds to all the good in our world and lives. It is more important then ever to see the good things as we navigate through this pandemic. We must still have hope and joy. I hope you have a beautiful day and see something wonderful today!
18 nov 20 av medlem: Little Red Fox
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very sad.. so cold hearted.. I'm sorry you have to deal with that pain i truly am.. nothing makes sense sometimes. what a cruel crazy world. :(
18 nov 20 av medlem: mimitoo11
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I am so sorry to hear of the the loss of your friend and especially under these circumstances. I will keep you in my prayers. Life is not fair sometimes. Take care.
18 nov 20 av medlem: Roxy Marie
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Pain shared is pain lessened - this is a tragedy for that family. As a veteran you have walked through a lot and it is OK to ask for and seek out help. https://www.mentalhealth.va.gov/MENTALHEALTH/get-help/index.asp
18 nov 20 av medlem: tahoebrun
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There is not any sense to it! This is not God's plan. Pray that this young lady see the loss that she caused/encouraged. Please pray for her every day, that she be drawn to the cure of her addiction and hardness of heart. I pray for you.
18 nov 20 av medlem: oracoh
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Sorry for your loss(es), and for underscoring the power of the high. Drugs and addiction are so fierce when threatened. We expect death amongst users, but it is truly heartbreaking when it happens to the heroes of the stories.
18 nov 20 av medlem: JustBananas
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I am so very sorry for all the losses you have had to endure.
18 nov 20 av medlem: MaryH18
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To all of you - I would like to go through and comment one at a time because your comments and even the personal messages I received are so meaningful. I can't believe how many people weighed in on this entry - I kind of thought my comments weren't read by very many people, but I am surprised. I know each of you are fighting your own demons and for you to take the time to write to me is a humbling experience.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you all so much – I think it does help to know there are caring people in this world.
20 nov 20 av medlem: skydiverjim
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