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I had such a crappy day yesterday. Maybe it's the PMS, maybe the frustration of not losing, maybe the idiots at work who don't mind humiliating a person because they heated some fish in the breakroom, maybe the close friend who I'm apparently not as close to as I thought because I will have no role or even be in attendance at her wedding. (long story) But none the less, it all led to a full bottle of whine last night. (misspell intended) I guess I'm not quite over the whining part yet. I hate feeling like this.. I was so "up" and positive last week. I was losing again, and suddenly just stopped. God, this pisses me off. Lets just hope for a better day at work and a good audition and choir rehearsal tonight. I was asked to audition for a solo (which I got the impression was a formality) for Christmas time.... so a vocal solo in addition to my flute solo for epiphany... pretty exciting. Good... that helps... I'll just immerse myself in my music today and not think about anything else.
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