Vickiauntmick 's dagbok, 14 mar 13

Im the biggest I've ever been. I quit smoking the end of January 2013, and have slowly increased in girth. I can feel my weight being a burden on my health now. The swelling is getting worse, my breathing feels labored, I have no energy or desire to do anything. I feel like its a black hole that I cant escape. The bigger I get, the less I try. I have an easier time refusing food altogether than I do of eating just a little and stopping. The winter months have taken a toll on me, I become addicted to facebook games and watching TV, never cleaning house or going outside. Its a dangerous slump to remain in, and Im afraid of what I may become if I dont change my habits. I hope that summer brings me out of my routine enuff to break this cycle I've been in. I love to garden and mow grass.... so fingers crossed, maybe this will be the year I can finaly hit my goal weight.

Visa kostkalendern, 14 mars 2013:
1730 kcal Fett: 54,98g | Prot: 57,77g | Kolh.: 252,37g.   Frukost: dandelion tea, ginger, Apple Crumble Granola. Lunch: Grapefruit (Pink and Red), Spring Vegetable Noodle Soup Bowl. Middag: Horseradish Sauce, Coconut Oil, White Flour, Recipe Beginnings 3 Pepper & Onion Blend, Cage Free Eggs, Chunk Light Tuna. Snacks/Annat: Ginger Spice Cookies, Just Tart Cherry Juice, Double Chocolate Bar. mer...
3203 kcal Träning: Skrivbordsarbete - 8 timmar, Vila - 5 timmar och 10 minuter, Sömn - 8 timmar, Sittande - 2 timmar, Körning - 50 minuter. mer...

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fingers crossed. don't give up on yourself. make small goals so you don't get overwhelmed. don't worry about the house, it will wait till you feel up to cleaning. you can do this. congratulations on not smoking. i did that too and gained weight too. it's ok. it was a huge accomplishment. :D good luck to you. 
14 mar 13 av medlem: teskandar
Thank you so much for the words of encouragement 
15 mar 13 av medlem: Vickiauntmick

     
 

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