Feeling terribly ungrateful for simply being alive. I’m just an unliked fat pig that might as well eat a box of donuts. My DH and DD took a quick minute out of their lives to go to Walmart last night to get me birthday presents for today...there was an Apple gift bag on the table to greet me and I got excited at the prospect of receiving an Apple Watch, but it was just used to put a XXL piece of junk clothing that doesn’t fit, though my daughter used a pen to scribble out the XXL, and a pair of my old sandals, and a $15 junk necklace that’s pretty but for sure will turn my neck green and probably break first wear. I see my worth...zero and fat as a hog. What’s the point? I. Worst part is I called my parents...they don’t know it’s my birthday. FML
Visa kostkalendern, 08 augusti 2018:
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Fett: 90,70g | Prot: 64,08g | Kolh.: 12,77g.
Frukost: Egg, Land O'Lakes Light Butter, Great Value Shredded Mild Cheddar Cheese. Lunch: Egg Salad, Fiorucci Panino Pepperoni Wrapped Mozzarella Cheese, Wegmans Mild Cheddar Cheese Sticks. Middag: Riesling Wine, Fiorucci Panino Pepperoni Wrapped Mozzarella Cheese. mer...
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don't celebrate your birthday, celebrate your life... you are blessed, and yes love can be a struggle, but we have to fight, can't give up, win the little battles and celebrate those... I gave up expecting other people to care what happens to me... I care what happens to me your friends your family they may not look at everything you need them to see but as long as you know where you stand where you are and where you're going that's the difference that you need to focus on... yes friends and gifts are nice but it's not the end-all... I stop telling my friends about my weight loss success if they don't notice they don't care... if I wait for them to notice then I'll get depressed I can't wait for anybody else to give me recognition I give myself the recognition I need it so that I can keep going every single day that's how you fight that's how you win
08 aug 18 av medlem: mikebelljr68
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You need to do it for you not for others.
08 aug 18 av medlem: pinbuster1969
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Happy Birthday! Sorry you are having a bad day on your day. Ditto Abbadabba's comment: get your own present!
08 aug 18 av medlem: TomLong
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Thank you all so much for the love and support. What made me feel better was reading and then rereading all of your comments several times. I’m sorry for the pity party, but I cannot be more thankful for the FS community I am so happy to be a part of. God bless you all xoxo
08 aug 18 av medlem: Em GI
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Happy birthday. Sorry it’s not going well. Do something for just yourself that makes you feel good besides eating. It really sucks when people are thoughtless on your birthday but it will get better if you let it
08 aug 18 av medlem: Jeepstercarol
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Happy Birthday. And consider that all of that stuff that did and didn't happen was a reflection of who each of those people are - not of who you are. So have a happy rest of your birthday and find joy in who you are:)
08 aug 18 av medlem: VAM49
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Happy Birthday 🎉 and wishing you a lot more. Stop speaking badly about yourself that is a great gift you can give yourself. Now go get and/or do something for yourself. Do you like Starbucks if you do go there and relax and treat yourself-read a book or magazine there.
08 aug 18 av medlem: tiffany1908
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Happy Birthday, I sorry your day wasn't all you wanted it to be. Not everyone got to ride this planet another lap around the sun. It's not all bad. Hang in there and Happy Birthday!!!
08 aug 18 av medlem: John10251
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